January 19, 2003

Primal Song.

Two unrelated concepts... but I'll make them fit.

In Bergen County Chorus, Mr. Bell let us sing this round... Something about a traditional Native American chant. "Now I walk in beauty, beauty is before me. Beauty is behind me, above and below." It was really beautiful. If only I could remember the melodies... It was only for warm up.

I don't understand why sex has to feel so primal. And so guilt-striken. I mean, some people don't feel that way, but I do. It's like I've been reduced to this binary creature who wants one thing and wants it right now. I feel so... Illogical. Like nothing I ever did in that state was right, ever. It was all wrong. You like-a da beast.

Posted by Mark Canlas at January 19, 2003 03:36 AM
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