Ending a day on a bad note just kinda ruins everything before it, doesn't it?
So let's say there's this person you've been trying to get to know, probably for the wrong reason... You know, basically forcing something that wouldn't happen under normal circumstances.
And so let's say some abnormal circumstances happen and you get to know this person in a limited context... At this rate, any context would be completely acceptable for a normal one wasn't possible. And after all this time, things started to look all sunny and bright...
Until one night, which happened to land on my birthday, where the others decided to play waterfalls, which includes making a rule, which may include adding a truth or dare element to the game...
Okay, so the long and short of it is that I truthed something out of someone that I shouldn't have. I blame peer pressure for not letting me think of a more PC question to ask, but at the same time, I must learn to take responsibility for my actions.
I probably ruined my relationship with this person. In a movie or a comic book, I could have hoped for a more happy ending, but not in real life. If this person is anything like me, then they'd be full of raging and seathing (sp) hate. No way to fix that.
I'm going to try and apologize as soon as possible... But I know at that point, apologies and explanations are just words... They cannot repair what has been broken, and for that I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I had to go this far to get to know you, and then fall a thousand steps back because I didn't know you well enough.
I'm gonna go in my little corner now. See ya...
Posted by Mark Canlas at August 5, 2004 12:36 AM