Last night, I had a dream. I can't remember the details. Shame on me for not recording it earlier. It foreshadowed that everything was going to hell...
That's weird. I'm going to be fighting lots of uphill battles this semester. And... All I can feel is everything going down hill. Lots of things. Lots and lots of things that would have been ooey gooey nice things...
But see, that's the problem in my mind. Too much crap is ooey gooey. People can't just... Concentrate on the important things. Provable things.
Whatever. I should just learn to have more faith in myself. For someone so independent, I've got to admit, I don't have much faith in others, nor do I do myself.
That's because everyone sucks. And there are only so few things in this world that... Are pure and good and make you feel great all the time. The rest are filled with shadows, lies, temporary alliances, and more lies and disappointments. Lots of them.
Posted by Mark Canlas at August 30, 2004 10:46 PM