So umm... I think I might get left out of something... In a very official kinda way.
Maybe I did it to myself. Maybe...
But umm... I dunno. I'd be hurt. I'd be really, really hurt. If I couldn't.
If the depression just rang with the right wavelength... I dunno. It's one of the three things in this world that I care about most. But apparently some actions aren't just good enough for some people.
Should I really live to prove that to people? Or is just talking the talk good enough?
I'm happy. In a sort of content with the present being of life kinda way... What is there left to change? I can't change the past.
Yes, I've dissed a lot of people. And have broken a lot of promises. And yes, told a handful of lies along the way... But umm... Can't do much about it. All I see is the future, as painful as it might be. I would hope, that at least we would see it through, together.
Don't leave me. Please.
Posted by Mark Canlas at April 24, 2005 12:09 AM