Feh... So many random thoughts to outline... I'm just gonna sprawl some out here...
First shot. Of tequilla. So good. I totally wonder why I didn't do shots before... I almost regret it. It was like Robitusin. The lime was like magic. All for my boss, Brian. Best boss ever.
Still being treated like shit... Dunno if shit begets more hate... So more misery, all around. Happiness is an illusion, etc.
Totally got busted at work. Web surfing, blogging, coming in late, not being awesome enough... So, time to straighten up for the next couple months. I'll show 'em. Although... I do have this bad feeling... Let's see how bad it gets. =( (Ruby on Rails will keep me company).
Hmm, what else.... Trying to consider the bricks as a serious home. At least temporarily. And oh expenses...
$800 minimum service charge. It's worth it... Sorta.
Ugh, life. So many difficulties.
And uhh so I thought about something. Time to clean up my act and not brood in public anymore. So this last message goes out to all my homies.
If you ever see me happy, I'm not really happy. It's just an extroverted ruse to get on your good side, as I've been trained in the ways of the Jedi.
Cheers to fakeness all over, and true misery in the deepest regions of my heart.
Rock.
PS - If I ever have my own company, I'll be sure to not treat the new guys like crap. What if they have something to say? Maybe it should be a meritocracy. Ass.
Posted by Mark Canlas at August 19, 2005 02:11 AM